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Arash Khalefa Haqiqi

 Helloo.. I'm back. Semoga platform ini belum bersarang karena sudah lama ditinggal oleh pemiliknya. Pun berharap pembaca setianya belum pergi menuju antah berantah. Dunia menulis yang sudah sangat kurindukan. Kembali menjadi diriku dengan versi yang sepi dan sendiri. My latest update. Satu bulan dua puluh tiga hari menjadi ibu. Tubuhku benar-benar bukan milikku lagi. Ada sebagian dari aku yang kini menjadi milik manusia kecil yang juga tercipta dari sebagian tubuhku. Menjadi sosok baru yang sedang bertumbuh. Senang dan penuh haru rasanya menjadi sosok ibu baru. Tapi juga rasanya seperti ada kepingan mimpi lainnya yang semakin bias. Seperti sudah menjadi skenario paten di dunia ini bahwa yang datang akan pergi. Yang menetap, membuat yang tadinya ada akan beranjak meninggalkan. Aku kehilangan dunia lamaku, berganti menjadi bahwa dirikulah dunia bagi anakku. Jari-jari kecil yang saat ini sudah mulai belajar meraih dan menggenggam tanganku. Mata kecil yang berbinar menatapku dengan ta...
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Dear God..

A big thank you to a bunch of big people. Thank you for a blessing me with words. Last but not least thanks for having faith in me, for indulging my appetite for books and writing since I was a kid and for my very first laptop hehe... Thousand words for all, I have no idea how much that means to me. I hope writing  becomes the best journey and adventure I’ve ever had.

I found my world with a words. When I was writing, everything else fades away till it’s just me and my characters. As simple as that. Whatever my reasons and motivations are, I’m not going to judge anyone. I had talked too much about that.  But here, I’m gonna tell about my gut to set forward a proposal for AWMUN. However, it was so embarrassing. Even I had been giving proposals for more agendas. I faced a vice ambassador of Indonesia-Egypt. Explained all I knew about Asian World Model of United Nations. I told him totally by english, I felt so nervous and dazed. I didn’t know what I talked about. Finally, I got the conclusion that I unsuitable for joining that event. Something that I have to realized. Being a participant of that was like having homework every night for the rest of my life. (lebay,haha..) I was over thinking about that. Remember when how struggle I was thinking about a best application till it acceptance. Before that, I got a rejection. Imagine when I was  really want to get something and I made every endeavor just for that, but at last its fail. But I’m not really frustrated, sure. So, one final encouragement for me is keep smile. I can do it, later. Someday I think.. It teachs me, no wonder that truth is stranger than my exertion. Nobody’s gonna know it’s actually true.

Sorry to say all I’ve written above. But I promise it’ll be worth experience
Above all, have a good time. If I’m not enjoying. I can hardly expect my-self to enjoy it

Peringatan ! tulisan diatas mengandung curhatan yang terselubung..




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