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Arash Khalefa Haqiqi

 Helloo.. I'm back. Semoga platform ini belum bersarang karena sudah lama ditinggal oleh pemiliknya. Pun berharap pembaca setianya belum pergi menuju antah berantah. Dunia menulis yang sudah sangat kurindukan. Kembali menjadi diriku dengan versi yang sepi dan sendiri. My latest update. Satu bulan dua puluh tiga hari menjadi ibu. Tubuhku benar-benar bukan milikku lagi. Ada sebagian dari aku yang kini menjadi milik manusia kecil yang juga tercipta dari sebagian tubuhku. Menjadi sosok baru yang sedang bertumbuh. Senang dan penuh haru rasanya menjadi sosok ibu baru. Tapi juga rasanya seperti ada kepingan mimpi lainnya yang semakin bias. Seperti sudah menjadi skenario paten di dunia ini bahwa yang datang akan pergi. Yang menetap, membuat yang tadinya ada akan beranjak meninggalkan. Aku kehilangan dunia lamaku, berganti menjadi bahwa dirikulah dunia bagi anakku. Jari-jari kecil yang saat ini sudah mulai belajar meraih dan menggenggam tanganku. Mata kecil yang berbinar menatapku dengan ta...

PRE-RECAP 2022 (MY AUGUST IS ENJOYING TIME BEING AT HOME)


As I was mulling over this segment, I had no idea what to write till I postpone this of the end of month. I shared about the things I’ve had on my last blogging. For now I am blessed with an opportunity to enjoy the time much at home with uncompleted family here. This is a moment that I wait the most when I was living abroad. I have the biggest smile on my face when the first time the plane was landing in Jakarta Airport. Well, to be brutally honest I was excited because of going back to my dearest country made me forget  how tiring I was before.

As some of you know guys, I had no some planning for action of going back. I just need a little rest and wishing to be protected more while being home. Trying to forget everything about my failure and waiting for my pass as Student of University. At this current moment, however, I wish to cherish of my heart and hard work that I’ve done. Sometimes, it gives me anxiety and pressure after I’m done after leaving the university life.

So many questions got stuck in my head, “What should I do next? What must I’m trying to be useful for people around me? What if I couldn’t do my best?”. But with full trust to Allah, I pray that with my pure intention my life wouldn’t be in vague after this.

And for the rest of my beautiful soul, through whatever means is best for me, and that I am given the blessings of being able to be surrounded of family. No matter how difficult it may be, for me always have Allah on my side and for as long as I have Allah, it means that I have everything.


Wednesday, August 31st 2022

08.45 WIB

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